THE MAGICKAL THESIS
OF GRADY LOUIS MCMURTRY

Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. - AL I:40

The Following is an excerpt from - IN THE NAME OF THE BEAST,
A biography of Grady Louis McMurtry, disciple of Aleister Edward Crowley
Volume One - 1918-1962 (2005), Chapter Fifteen - THE UNIVERSE, pg.199
by J. Edward Cornelius




During these eight years that Grady lived and worked in and around the Washington area he simply, as he put it, “disappeared.” Grady decided to have little to do with the OTO. He let Karl Germer and the rest of the Order slip into the background of his life. He believed that in the beginning of 1960 he was “throwing himself into the realm of Malkuth, the mundane world” but instead it proved for him to be the opposite. The Gods were truly testing him. He would later claim that he found himself immersed in the Dark Night of his Soul. It was a period that laid the foundation for his spiritual rebirth.

The catalyst actually began shortly before he moved to Washington in early March of 1961. That was when Grady McMurtry had one of the single most important visions of his entire life. He was sitting behind his desk in the Office of Management Analysis at the Department of Labor, which was the top floor of an eight story building in Sacramento. He admitted that he was sort of spacing, lost in a narcoleptic thought, when he noticed on the North wall to his left was a great White Star. He said it was kind of “Chrismasy, if you know what I mean.” He then envisioned just below this Star a Great Black City, the City of Dreadful Night that is attributed to one of the ten Qabalistic Spheres known as Binah. He believed it was a “Vision of the Star Card” of Aleister Crowley’s Thoth Deck. He felt inspired and, instead of doing his required governmental work, he turned his typewriter toward the south and wrote a poem, which he titled The Star of the Magi. It flowed out of him unhampered and began; “Beyond the Fortress of the Night, That rules the Gulfs of Avatar. My own transfigured soul burns bright, And glorious: A Deathless Star!” It was like magick. He would later say that the poem [card] began as “a sort of compulsion to write” about the “Star and the Black Tower of the Abyss.” This was the first of many poems relating to Crowley’s Thoth cards.

Years later he elaborated in a letter written on January 3rd 1969 to Phyllis Seckler how the poems manifested in relationship to Crowley’s Thoth cards. He claimed, “My method was a form of scrying. I would look around and, as randomly or ‘intuitively’ as possible, pick a card. In no special order. One that ‘appealed’ to me at the time. One I could work with. I would look at it. Think about it. Study it. Read about it. Turn it over in my mind. And, sooner or later, words would start to come. Sometimes the poem shaped itself and that was perfection. Sometimes I had to strain and botched it pretty badly. But I had projected a cycle, so I took what I could get and kept going.” Three more poems soon flowed forth after writing The Star of the Magi. The next was titled Alchemy which he attributed the Thoth card of Art, then The Sign of the Sphinx representing Adjustment and The Redeemer that is in the Waters which he attributed to The Hanged Man. Shortly after writing the third poem Grady quit his job on March 23rd and moved to Washington D.C. where he would finish the other poems relating to Crowley’s Thoth cards. The last of the 22 poems manifested on December 5th 1961, titled The Ark of the Covenant. The full list of these poems, the Thoth Cards that they refer to and the date when Grady wrote them is as follows:

The Star of the Magi                    
Alchemy                                      
The Sign of the Sphinx                  
The Redeemer that is in Waters     
The Magus                                
The Unicorn                                 
The Black Osiris                          
The Child                                     
The Dweller on the Threshold        
The Virgin                                    
Alien Star                                     
Remembered Eden                         
The Lamp of the Spirit                  
The Heavens of Urania               
Noah’s Arc                               
Ezekial’s Bestiary                         
Jericho                                       
October Bridge                         
The Abyss                                   
Archetype                        
The Dragon’s Head
The Ark of the Covenant

Grady admitted that he considered some of these poems really “good, some of them bad ...” - followed humorously by, “I know!” In the same letter to Phyllis as mentioned above, Grady added, “Each poem is dated, and the gaps between dates show times of great hang-up, but they also show bursts of great inspiration. Then, indefinably, intuitively, somewhere along the line, I made that ‘break-through’ we have all heard of. I was ‘across.’ I was ‘somewhere else’, wherever that was.” In his later life he would come to regard these twenty-two poems as being very sacred, at least to him. To explain himself he would write that Crowley’s dictum was “that the Adept only has 2 real steps to take: (1) to achieve 5°=6*  which means bringing your Energy up to your Heart Chakra Tiphereth where you meet your HGA [i.e. Holy Guardian Angel] & then ‘under that divine guidance’ to (2) essay the ‘adventure of the Abyss,’ I named it (the Twenty Two Poems) The Angel and the Abyss, A Cycle of 22 Poems in honor of Our Maid of the Star Drifts.” This particular cycle of poetry signified an important stage in Grady’s magical life. With time he seriously began considering these poems to be his 7=4  Magickal Thesis about his personal Universe. To Grady these poems portray his attempt at bringing his energy upward into his Solar Center and then immersing himself in Crossing the Abyss in order to reside in the City of the Pyramids as a Magister Templi 8=3. There are those who think this idea is ludicrous, that Grady’s Thesis is a cycle of poetry. However, others are quick to point out that if Aleister Crowley can claim his previous incarnation was Eliphas Levi and then assert that one of Levi’s books was his Thesis, then Grady can likewise be ‘creative.’ In retrospect, who is anyone to judge? All this will be discussed far more in-depth a later point. For now I just want to give a brief over-view.

Grady would later admit that one of the poems, The Dweller on the Threshold, represented the Atu of The Devil and “is one of the worst in that series.” He wonders if the ‘bad’ symbolism found in the poem had anything to do with his Christian upbringing although he speculates it might also be due to “the bad trip re Tommie” or rather his first wife Claire. In other words, unconsciously, when he came “to Atu XV (The Devil) I just hit a sticking point, took what I could get & went on.” The poem is a mere six lines long but I’ll spare the reader and not reproduce it.

Shortly after completing this particular cycle of poems Grady claimed, “I decided to come down thru the Sepheroth from Kether to Malkuth, including Daath ... The entire cycle I called Dark Space And Bright Stars, A cycle of 11 poems celebrating the Mysteries of the Virgin Goddess.” The first of these poems, which manifested on January 1st 1962 is titled Her Lovely Hair and is attributed to the sphere of Kether. The last appeared on May 31st; called A Fall of Angels, it represented Malkuth. The full list of these poems and the spheres on Qabalistic The Tree of Life, which Grady attributed to them, is as follows:

Her Lovely Hair - 1. Kether
Angel Far - 2. Chockmah  
Dea - 3. Binah
Thy Serpent Priest - DAATH      
Noah - 4. Chesed   
Goddess - 5. Geburah     
Abra-Magian - 6. Tiphereth
The Sea Fight With Ghouls - 7. Netzach  
Renewal - 8. Hod           
The Other End of Oblivion - 9. Yesod  
A Fall of Angels - 10. Malkuth          

These poems deal with the front side of the Tree. Years later, in 1969, when Grady was contemplating reactivating the Ordo Templi Orientis he wrote that “The symbol of the butterfly ... is going to be very big in [the] new Order, publicity, publications, etc” and he then refers to his poem, Her Lovely Hair, two lines in particular:

“Lepidoptera unfolding, Metamorphosis, Angel Fire.”

Of course, Lepidoptera is the scientific name for all butterflies and moths. The metamorphosis in his poem refers to the alchemical transformation of an earth bound caterpillar into a beautiful flying insect or rather the Soul learning to fly. It brings to mind what the Chinese philosopher Chuang Tse is reported to have said: “I do not know whether I was a man dreaming I was a butterfly, or whether I am now a butterfly dreaming I was a man.” In some ways, this remark could epitomize Grady himself. An earth bound Soul one moment, wallowing in mud, and then soaring to the heights in the next. He often walked a razor’s edge between the two but, then again, what Thelemite doesn’t? Although Grady thought the symbolism of a butterfly important, he would never use the imagery.

With the completion of The Angel and the Abyss and the Dark Space And Bright Stars cycles of poetry Grady believed that he went through a great initiatory experience. Together, these cycles formed his complete Magickal Thesis. He would tell Jean Shivonen in a letter dated May 15th 1969 that, after completing the first two cycles of poems, he was still “taking on all universes and projected a third cycle going around the Major Arcana cycle again.” However, he admits, “But about then my ‘head’ of steam ran out & I only completed one poem.” The poem of the third cycle to which he refers was written on June 28th 1962. It is a unique poem that epitomized his over-all experiences with the Tree. It is titled The Mystical Marriage of the Soldier and the Queen. He believed the poem shows how he had reconciled or ‘balanced’ both male and female elements in his psyche. It also reflects the part of his motto that is “Hymenaeus”, or ‘Marriage’, the goal to unite that which is above with that which is below. In some ways the poem intimates Grady’s realization that he was the soldier, uniting with the Queen of Heaven alluding to The Greater Marriage mentioned in Crowley’s Deorum cum Hominibus or the Secret Instructions of an Eighth Degree of the Ordo Templi Orientis. It is probably one of Grady’s most personal poems.

Years later, Phyllis Seckler indicated that the poetry from this period in Grady’s life shows the possibility that he might have actually crossed the Abyss but, as for himself, he was not quite sure that the experience implied such at that given moment in his incarnation. He would come to believe that the initiatory experience was the realization of his past, his present and the direction of his Soul’s orbit in this incarnation. In brief, he was facing all his phantoms, especially regarding the OTO.

He was slowly coming to terms that these cycles of poems represented his Adeptus Exemptus (7=4) Thesis.



Love is the law, love under will. - AL I:57



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The Starext.
Art
Adjustment
The Hanged Man 
The Hermit
Lust
Death
The Fool
The Devil
The High Priestess
The Moon
The Tower
The Aeon
Fortune
The Universe
The Lovers
The Sun
The Empress
The Magus
The Emperor
The Hierophant
The Chariot
March 1961
March 1961
March 1961
March 1961
April 1961
June 1961
June 1961
June/July 1961
July 1961
July/August 1961
August 1961
August 1961
August 1961
August 1961
August 1961
August 1961
October 1961
October/Noc. 1961
November 1961
November 1961
November 1961
December 1961